Letter # 10

As hard as it is to admit, I didn't realize how amazing you were until you were hundreds of miles away from me. If I hadn't have been so selfish, we could've had the best times, but all I did was let my doubts and confusion mess everything up. You were so fun to be around and always so chill, and it took for you to move out of the state for me to realize that. When you came back and had everything going so well for you, I was happy for you but also felt so stupid. I hoped that I wouldn't see you because I felt like all I would do was apologize for how stupid I was to have let you go. Now, you're happy and everything is going well and I wish you nothing but the best, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I let you down and I'm sorry that I let my doubts control me. I know we'll probably never be able to have the same friendship we once had but I hope someday we can catch up and be friends again. You'll always mean something to me, no matter how hard I try to deny it.