Music is what feelings sound like. ~Author Unknown
Have you ever had one of those moments or days where you're feeling a certain way, but you don't really know how to explain it? Whether it be anger, sadness, loneliness, hurt, betrayal, or anything else, you just can't explain it? To others, it seems like you just don't wanna talk about what you're going through, but when it comes down to it, it's honestly just the fact that expressing your feelings seems impossible. Today has been one of those days. It's easy to play it off as if everything's ok and as if everything's going perfectly, but deep down it's always clear and not able to be hidden that something isn't ok. I'm not necessarily hurt or sad or anything, I guess i just feel "out of it", which seems to be a phrase that I use quite ofen these days. Anyways, the reason why I say this is because when I'm feeling this way, music always takes me to a place where it seems easy to explain what i'm feeling. There's always a song that makes perfect sense to me and what's going through my mind at that specific time. There are days where all i want to do is surround myself with music or sing or something, to take my mind off of the world and all the stress that it brings. When i'm listening to music and at the same time trying to put together all of the thoughts in my head, i feel like at least someone knows what it is to feel what i feel. Obviously, its just a songwriter, but either way it makes me feel better lol. Its not even always something depressing. Sometimes I feel happy and greatful for everything that I have, but don't necessarily know how to express it, so I turn to lyrics and songs. 
If i'm really into a song, I block out everything and everyone. Sometimes it's so funny, because i'll be jammin to a song or something and my mom will be trying to talk to me, and i don't realize it until halfway through the song. LOL, oops. But anyways, I don't really know what the point of this music rant was, I guess i just want you guys to know a little bit more about me and what kinds of things help me release my stress. Singing and listening to music definitely help me get away from everything and everyone and just be in my own little world where nothing else matters but the song and what it means to me. It sounds corny, i know, but its true. I'm sure i'm not the only person who feels like this, but behind all my smiles, laughs and stupid jokes theres a song that explains exactly what i'm truly feeling. I'm usually feeling good things though, so don't worry and think that i'm secretly miserable and hating life, because that is definitely not the case lol thanks for reading :) xoxo