don't look at me for what you see, see me for my heart. see me for the depths of who I am.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Letter #1
Sometimes it's hard for me to say that I can stand you. You act like I've done something wrong but in reality, I didn't. I know you won't read this, but I wish you wouldn't have promised me all the things that you did. It's because of YOU that I don't believe in promises anymore. You hurt me and acted like it wasn't a big deal after. I did what I had to do and you tried to act like I was the enemy. I was young and vulnerable and you took that and played with it. I changed for you and believed every lie you told. I think I can finally say that I don't care anymore. I've come to realize that at your age you should be doing things with your life and you aren't, and I deserve better than that. I've forgiven you for breaking my heart and I tried to be friends with you but clearly it didn't work. Im content with the way things are though and I'm perfectly fine without you. Its been years since we've even hung out but I'm glad to have finally let this go.